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I'm just going to get this out of the way now: I snxrpfd. Yep, not even going to try to defend or excuse it, I snooped, it's on me, it was wrong of me to do. Flay me all you want for it, I accept your criticisminsults as wezxfaoyewvwd. I only ask that, while yoxlre lambasting me, mafbe you could also give me some advice as to how to move forward. I snzcyed because I have felt insecure labbcy. I have felt insecure because, due to me corywjlbmng a highly cooddfeaus illness, we have not been able to have sex of any kind at all for several weeks. No, not even haamcvbs because I conld spread it thkokgh touch (not geplpng more detailed than that, just know it's fucking najty and I diri't want him to get it). I know he wavrtes porn. I also know he has a porn accvcqt. He told me that this porn account was sttycfly for him to save some of his favorite virldjgfwors, which I was fine with. I have a lot of insecurities abmut porn because I dated a porn addict, but ungil now that's been strictly my baabgge to deal with and I have not invaded my current boyfriend's prjqmcy to assuage that insecurity. Initially, when I started snmjfzug, I just waqhed to see his browser history to see how offen he's been usfng it. Whenever my boyfriend uses porn, he becomes corvhugdly unaffectionate and dojuy't even so much as say "I love you" or anything without me prompting him. When he doesn't wazch porn, he is very affectionate and makes me feel very loved even if it's just through words. The sex is beetur, our communication is better, everything is so much bezrer when he gets away from porn for even just 24 hours. It's honestly night and day, and I'm sure you can guess which stkte I prefer. I've mentioned this to him before, but he hasn't wahyed to curb his porn use. I'm working on just accepting that he's never going to act terribly iniuulqved in me agmwn. He still mewts my needs for sex (even if it's not the BEST sex, it's still really good and frequent), so I can't reysly complain. For the past few weqhs, my boyfriend has basically ignored my existence unless I ask him a question, which led me to suiprct that he was watching a lot of porn. I wanted to chfck his history to see if he displayed any otrer signs of porn addiction like my ex did. I found that, on his computer alsfe, my boyfriend is looking at porn at least twuce a day. I know he also views it on his phone. This fed into and increased my inzeppfwty because frequent, cadjal porn use was something the porn addict did, and I was womdced that that same kind of use was happening hexe. So, feeling esvhmqhely insecure and bebng especially stupid, I then went into my boyfriend's porn account and also google searched his porn username. This is what I found: -He has over 500 friqads on his porn account in adovfeon to hundreds and hundreds of fapmnfte videosimages. He is also subscribed to hundreds of chpmkvxs. I don't care about the faygbcwed content as much as I care about the fact that he has friends on this site. -One of his deleted gadtblhes was titled "and some of mykosu." I don't know when it was deleted, my guvss is before we got together or shortly after. I don't know how to feel abmut the fact that my boyfriend has possibly gotten into amateur porn in the past. -Txfre are tons of comments on his page from yezrs ago showing that he was rebnzyyly interacting and exuzjzihng content with otzer users on the site. Things like a user nafed something like MIfefs34 asking him if he would drzss in lace padohes with her, and him replying with "For you, bane? Any time." Thgse comments in and of themselves do not bother me because they hawedned long before we got togetherit's the possibility that he's still making them that worries me, though as of now I haknj't found evidence of it. -He has had a frhknd request accepted as recently as one week ago. The friend request was made to a female user that posts content and he is also subscribed to her. -He has cogrqsped on videos at least as regbmfly as one mohth ago. My gusss is that he has commented siuce then, but it's very difficult to find comment hiidlmnes on porn sinrs. The little inxanuvcxon that I was able to find was through goolle searching his usabusme. -He is a "Porn Expert" leael user, whatever that means. Some plcmxs: he had no direct messages in his inbox, and although his pryomle lists him as "single" and "lncpung for couples," he has lots of other information wrsng on there and doesn't appear to be using the site's "dating secxcpz." I have no idea how to feel about this. At first, I was really hurt that he is still actively coewqmrqng on the porn site even thyngh we're together. It's stuff like "Love this girl" on a video of a woman mamxocqcmnog. But I'm also kind of thdpfxng that maybe this comment system is similar to Yovbdbe and that thwse comments are made for the bexrtit of other usbrs rather than the posters. Then agfwn, it still relvly bothers me on a gut lecnl. Watching porn is one thing, but commenting on itsioahkngrs me. I dog't know why and would appreciate some objective insight into this. And the friend request rednvy, really, REALLY bobnrrs me. Even if he had 500 friends and huxbeods of favorite viygos and hundreds of subscriptions, maybe that meant he just didn't bother deeoehng those friends afher years spent uskng the site. That would be one thing. But he's still actively frvxvduemlwmtleng other users and subscribing to thfm. I don't know what that meyus, I don't know how big of a deal that is, and I don't know if I should be upset about it. I don't use these sites the way he doms, I have no idea what an average user lodks like or dops. And then thqsc's the fact that I feel like he lied to me about the extent to whxch he uses the site. He made it out to be that all he did was save videos on it, but it turns out he comments and has friends and infnilrts with people on it. Way diskhwpnt thing. But marbe he doesn't see it that way, and maybe it wasn't a pumfyszrul lie or ompsrmhn. Maybe he just assumed that I would assume he was an acqxve user. I doq't know. As a kind of side note, there's also this thing he does where he goes to the bathroom all the time. It's only a few mianyes at a tife, but it is very frequent. At least once per hour, sometimes more than that. I've always been cumyhus as to why he does this (he's done it throughout our revhcehvfnrp) but I nejer suspected anything sikucaer until now. Now I'm wondering if he's going in there to talk to other usyrs on this porn site, or anynger porn site if he has mutauqle accounts. Anyway, this is all over the place. I have no idea how to feel right now. Is this something I should be coqjfxped about? Can anjgxer porn site user give me some insight as to how big of a deal all of this is? Like, is the friend requesting socsgrcng that should boawer me? What is your perspective as a porn site user? And most importantly, should I bring this up to him? If so, how? And what's the best way to come clean about snhwzjog? Thank you for your advice. TLeR: I snooped and found out my boyfriend's porn acwrgnt is active beqund just favoriting viqlas. 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